and all the men and women merely players.


I think of all the bad luck and the struggles we’ve been through. How I lost me, how you lost you. And I’ve been learning to live with out you. But I miss you. The more I know the less I understand. All the things I thought I knew, I’m learning them again. I’ve been trying to get down to the heart of the matter but my will gets weak and my thoughts seem to scatter but I think it’s about forgiveness. Even if you don’t love me anymore.

I really miss you


my heart beats only for you

We were supposed to get married

  • Artist: Drake
  • TrackName: Hold On We're Going Home (ft. Majid Jordan)

I wish I could believe you then I’d be alright
But now everything you told me really doesn’t apply
To the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you have multiplied
And it’s all because you lied

I only give you a hard time
Because I can’t go on and pretend like
I haven’t tried to forget this
But I’m much too full of resentment

Just can’t seem to get over the way you hurt me
Don’t know how you gave another who didn’t mean a thing
The very thing you gave to me
I thought I could forgive you and I know you’ve changed
As much as I wanna trust you I know it’s not the same
And it’s all because you lied

I may never understand why
I’m doing the best that I can and
I tried and I tried to forget this
But I’m much too full of resentment

I’ll always remember feeling like I was no good
Like I couldn’t do it for you like your mistress could
And it’s all because you lied

Loved you more than ever
More than my own life
The best part of me I gave you
It was sacrificed
And it’s all because you lied.

I used to be so strong but now you took my soul
I’m crying can’t stop crying can’t stop crying
You could’ve told me that you weren’t happy
I know you didn’t wanna hurt me
But look what you’ve done to me now.
How could you have lied?

  • Artist: Ashanti
  • TrackName: Never should have

You were all that I wanted
I fell in love with all of your heart and your soul
From that moment, couldn’t imagine
You ever hurting me or mistreating my love
You never should have loved me
You never should have touched me
Never should have told me you loved me and you would never leave me.
Because everything that you would do
It made me fall in love with you
Until you made that mistake
Now I can’t take you back if I wanted to

How did we start off in love and end up here?

Meet me in Montauk

Meet me in Montauk


Askim Benim

“It was the pure Language of the World. It required no explanation, just as the universe needs none as it travels through endless time. What the boy felt at that moment was that he was in the presence of the only woman in his life, and that, with no need for words, she recognized the same thing. He was more certain of it than of anything in the world. He had been told by his parents and grandparents that he must fall in love and really know a person before becoming committed. But maybe people who felt that way had never learned the universal language. Because, when you know that language, it’s easy to understand that someone in the world awaits you, whether it’s in the middle of the desert or in some great city. And when two such people encounter each other, and their eyes meet, the past and the future become unimportant. There is only that moment, and the incredible certainty that everything under the sun has been written by one hand only. It is the hand that evokes love, and creates a twin soul for every person in the world. Without such love, one’s dreams would have no meaning.” 
― Paulo CoelhoThe Alchemist

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